Erosion. Webster’s defines it as “the gradual destruction or diminution of something.” Some of the more common uses of the word revolve around water and wind erosion of the soil. Often a natural event, but there are times when erosion takes place due to the actions of mankind.
I would imagine that when the house in this picture was completed, there was no thought given to it eventually ending up like this. Most likely they were filled with joy at having a new home with a beautiful ocean view and promises of sunsets and enjoyment for years to come. The thought of it falling into the ocean could not have been further from their mind.
I am reading a devotional right now by Tim Walter called Proceeding On: Discovering the Gospel in the Corps of Discovery. It follows the expedition of Lewis and Clark – their pursuit to find the source of the Missouri River and their hope that it would lead to a connection to the Pacific Ocean. That was not to be, but they did make the journey across the country experiencing hardship after hardship in the pursuit of their quest.
At times the expedition was under such great duress that they must have thought they would never make it. The joy of the adventure was gone. They were now simply enduring the next day as they trudged forward. Hope kept them moving, but sometimes hope is only enough to keep the feet moving, not enough to keep a spring in the step.
Finally, they made it to the Pacific. I can only imagine the joy that must have flooded back into their hearts and minds after such a long and hard trip. William Clark recounted it in his journals using these words:
“Ocean in view! Oh the Joy! That great Pacific Ocean which we been so long anxious to see!” – William Clark, 1805
The journey was hard not because of any singular obstacle they faced, but because of the many they faced one after another. No single event could have robbed them of their desire to move forward. No single event could have eroded their spirits. It was the repeated difficulties of the journey that took it away much like the crashing waves and blowing wind took away the sand that held that house up. It never happens all at once, and there are opportunities to set things right before all is lost.
The devotional talks about how I could be experiencing the joy that I felt in the day I accepted Christ as my Savior. He asks me to reflect on that and ask myself if I am remembering the feeling of the Holy Spirit working in me and asking God to restore that feeling in me as I go through life. It got me thinking pretty hard about it and taking stock of where I am right now versus where I have been in the past.
As far as remembering the joy of the day I accepted Christ, I was about 4 years old, and I mainly remember a feeling of relief that I would be avoiding Hell! Sure I was happy about it, but at that age, I would say that I was pretty sure that I was more relieved at getting out of the biggest punishment I could imagine at that time. Obviously, as I grew up, the enormity of that decision became clear, and it means so much more to me that I have gained something so much greater than anything I have avoided!
So, as a Follower of Christ for almost 40 years, I can sadly look back on my life now and see the ebb and flow of experiencing joy in my salvation. The joy in my salvation has experienced some rough storms, had the foundations of it battered and beaten, and at times I have wondered if it would hold.
While I can look back and see times that things were bad, I can always see that the foundation held. The troubles, doubts, and fears of life worked as hard as they could to undermine it and take away my hopes of holding on. The sand around that foundation might have been friends, family, finances, work, or health, and there have been times that they all felt like they had been washed away, but the foundation held because it was built of something stronger – Christ.
Being a Christian is not an easy life. Jesus didn’t promise to save me from trouble. If He was about avoiding trouble, He probably would not have died in such a horrific manner. He promised to be with me during the hard times, to help me hang on when I feel like I am about to go over the edge.
No matter how bad things may have felt, I had my Bible and the words of The Living God to give me stability and protection. The storms raged, and it felt like more things were washing away, my joy seemed to be gone or at least diminished to the point it was hard to see or feel, but the reason for joy was still there, and it held until the storm stopped and things could be set right again.
I love how Tim put it in his devotional:
“There is no greater tragedy in the Christian walk than the loss of joy in our salvation. This tragedy does not occur at a special time, but it comes slowly, over the daily battles we fight as we follow Jesus.”
It is in the minutia of our daily walk where we can win or lose the battle to keep our joy. Allowing the stress of work to build, allowing a relationship to fade, or to let fear reign over safety or finances. These are the places where the battle takes place – the subtle moments that are all easily defeated by the knowledge that God keeps His promises to us. They only have power against us when they are not dealt with one at a time and are allowed to claw away at our joy a small piece at a time.
Tim used this verse from Psalms to encourage me today:
“Restore to me the joy of Thy salvation, and sustain me with a willing spirit.” – Psalm 51:12
It should be the prayer of every believer. Calling out to God to keep the joy of our salvation alive is a necessity in Relentless Living. It can’t be something that waits until things get bad, we need to be aware and focused on that daily as our safeguard against despair and fear.
So, how about you? How is your joy? Do you remember what it was like to be joyful in your salvation? If you are like me, you struggle from time to time, but that is okay. I’m in one of those moments right now, and I am thankful that the Holy Spirit is sustaining me as I get through this, and that I am able to see today that I can experience that joy on a daily basis.
I feel a bit like Clark today as I have been reminded that I have reached that shore! Salvation is mine, and I am so thankful for the gift, and for the experience of the hard times that make that gift even more precious!
If you would like to enjoy this devotional like I am, here is the link on Amazon. I have not met Tim, but I hope to meet him one day and thank him personally for the encouragement I have been receiving from his insights into God’s Word and the glimpse into history as well. I feel like Lewis and Clark were a little bit Relentless, and I want to be the same in my Christian walk, and this book is a great tool for it! A big thanks to my friend Joe from Overboard Ministries for putting it in my my hand!