When was the last time you felt completely depressed? I don’t mean, “I had a bad day and people at work don’t understand me.” I’m talking more along the line of, “I don’t know how much longer I can take this! I am scrambling, dodging, weaving, listening, encouraging, helping, and supporting with all I have and I have reached a point where I AM OUT OF EVERYTHING PEOPLE NEED FROM ME!”
Anyone? Seriously? Nobody wants to raise their hand?
Buncha liars out there I guess. OK, maybe it’s just me. Well, maybe one day you will feel that way, and if you do, this is something I want to share with you. I hope it helps.
At the bottom of you, you will only find the bottom of you. I know! We are talking some deep stuff here! When you dig down deep, and go to the deepest part of you to find what you need for yourself or someone else, you will find…YOU! Is that enough? Will it meet your needs? Will it meet the needs of your family? Friends? Co-workers?
Maybe you are a really deep person with a lot in the well, but I guarantee that the day will come when you are looking at the bottom of it and you will find a deep, dark YOU staring back at you, and YOU will look at you and both YOU and you will ask, “Is this all I got?” (Unless you are a grammarian like my mother-in-law and then it will be, “Alas! Is this truly all that remains?”)
You see, I am a finite being, and news flash – so are you and YOU! That means that we will always reach a point where we have nothing left, and when that moment comes we are going to fail, flop, and fall. Not because we didn’t give our best or our all, but because we are not enough in ourselves to get the job done in some situations.
That’s where God loves to show up. He loves the moments when we realize that we don’t have what it takes and that we really need Him to be in control. When we step back, give Him control, and do what He asks, we are going to be able to see things happen that we never could accomplish on our own.
He will take our moments of frustration and give us peace in heart and mind. He will take the fear and replace it with a confidence that we can succeed. He will take the loneliness and show us that we are never alone because we have Him. When we feel like we just can’t keep caring, He gives us the ability to love with His love.
It might not always feel good to realize that you don’t have enough in you to do a job, but it does feel good to see something come to fruition that you know was possible only through God’s power.
Relentless Living requires us to keep our FOCUS on God and draw our strength from Him. On our own, the bottom comes up pretty quickly, but with God, you can just keep going deeper and deeper. You just can’t find the limit of Him.