If you are one of the few people who have not watched NCIS, let me fill you in. Gibbs is a no-nonsense kind of guy that doesn’t put up with childish, self-serving, foolish behavior. Often he will settle it with a look, but sometimes, he chooses to apply a little more force to it and give a little whack on the back of the head to wake a person up to their foolishness.
God did that to me today.
A few days ago I decided to start reading in the book of Galatians for my devotions. I had never studied it specifically on my own before, so I thought it would be a good choice. I did it for a couple of days, but after my quiet time last night I decided that I might need to look for another book.
You see, my study Bible gives a theme for each book of the Bible, and for Galatians it said that it was about being a Christian in the workplace. Well, that’s not bad, but I have a rule that I have been bending a bit lately. I try not to blog here about work, and often I blog about things I am learning about my life through my quiet times. Soooo, the potential existed for me to be blogging a lot about work if I kept this up.
The main reason I don’t like to blog about work is that I am concerned that I might say something that could have a detrimental effect on my job/employment. NOT a good thing. Also, I don’t want to say anything that puts my employer in a bad light. So, when I take those rules of mine and put them up against a potential course of study that will put me on a collision course with those rules, I did the only sensible thing. I backed out. Decided I would look to another book. The whole Bible is good, so I can’t go wrong with another book.
So, I picked another one and went to bed intending to start on it today. Didn’t sleep very well last night. Kept thinking about the Bible study thing. Got up this morning and went to work still thinking about it. No sense of ease in my mind. I was not sure where I should read, but I was pretty sure I was not going to be in Galatians or the other book I chose last night.
I sat down at work this morning and prayed that God would show me where He wanted me to read and study. After all, I wanted to be I His will and do what He wanted me to do. As I pulled out my Bible App to check and see what the verse of the day was, I even said to God that I hoped the verse of the day would help me decide where He wanted me to go. Well, it was almost like that moment when Tony has no idea that Gibbs is behind him as he says something stupid and then, WHACK!
For am I now seeking the approval of man, or of God? Or am I trying to please man? If I were still trying to please man, I would not be a servant of Christ.
– Galatians 1:10
My thoughts this morning were that I wanted to be doing what God wanted me to do, but my thoughts last night were that I didn’t want to do anything that would upset someone else. I never gave any thought to the fact that God could be at work in what I write and could make sure that I didn’t do anything that would hurt my career or keep me from doing something stupid. I only thought about what would be the easiest thing for me to do. Even though I tell my kids that the easy thing is usually the worst thing you could do in a given situation.
So, I will be continuing in Galatians. I will be counting on God to keep both of my brain cells working in a rhythm that will be a help and a blessing as I write about what I have learned, and that He will make me a better employee as a result of this study.
Relentless Growth sometimes needs a slap to the head, and I am thankful for a heavenly Father that loves me enough to do it. That little slap this morning will remind me of His direction in my life, and His love for me as I grow. Just like Tony knows that Gibbs doesn’t slap those he doesn’t care about.
Relentless Growth -> Grow Deep -> Grow Strong